Linggo, Hulyo 8, 2012

The Infinite Loop of Uncertainty: Stumpception

Sometimes, we're just confused and stumped. We don't know what to do or how we should act. And what's worse is that in that moment that we are unsure of what to do, we are also not sure of the significance of that situation to what is, what might be and what will be. There's also the dilemma of self-assessment, in which we  continually and forever assess ourselves: impulsive? emotional? logical? insensitive? Then enters others.

I hate this feeling of being lost, and overwhelmed by an abyss of thoughts gushing forth right at my face. And I hate it even more that right now, I am not really sure of what I want or if what I want do not clash with the interest of that other person that you might just affect, or if what I want even matters at all in the greater scheme of things if there is even a greater scheme of things.

And we're back to square one.

Fuck.

A Stranger's Stranger

"Stranger's stranger, I
am a vanguard to myself...
Snivels through my eye"
What defines a person as a person? Is it the mere fact of it's existence or is it the mere idea that's been sold? Is it a person who defines that which who he is or is it the society which molds him through his life? What is enough that we develop a distinction as well as an acceptance and what is too much that we restrain someone of who they are or what they may be?